while the going up is delightful, the coming down is a joke.

i'm sitting here in my office, at my desk, listening to dio & feeling like shit. when i got to work i was still coked up and functional. now i'm crashing & this headache is pounding & this heartache is killing me. i'm here until 7:30 & i just feel like i could cry, and cry, and cry. what can you do other than endure?

i haven't written in here in a while. almost a year.

might go another year or so. or maybe i'll just transfer this all over to a tumblr.

i feel like i'm dying and this coffee ain't helping. someone, please, bring me more coke.